Quality time!

Time together!! Have been watching a movie the whole family. 

Cosy and quiet ;-)

Prepering for Christmas

Christmas is the Holliday I love the most!

Love the snow outside the window, the christmastree inside, all the candles, the smell of ginger cockies, oranges.

Since I love to buy gifts for others Christmas is perfect. Buying a lot to my children... Perhaps to much ;-)

Christmas

What a dream to have like this in the livingroom for Christmas!

Gather the whole big family and have fun together

Thinking!

Is it worth it? Is it possible to understand another person completely??

I thought I knew him, thought we hade the same ideas, same values and that our children were everything!!

Today I realize that I didn't know him, after 14 years he was still a stranger to me some days! The man I got children with and got married to doesn't exist anymore. 

I don't regret our life I just wish I had got a divorce sooner. 

If I regret him it's almost like saying I regret my children! And my children are my everything. My beloved, beautiful children.

I miss them every time they are away from me. But of course it's nice to have a few days of your own an charge the batteries again ;-)

To Edvin and Stina: I love you to the moon and back again!!