I have set a date!!

Not bad for me ;-) now let's see if things turn out the way we want!

I realize it's going to be a lot of work but in the end it's going to be worth it ;-)

14th of June it's going to happen!! 

Thinking!

Is it worth it? Is it possible to understand another person completely??

I thought I knew him, thought we hade the same ideas, same values and that our children were everything!!

Today I realize that I didn't know him, after 14 years he was still a stranger to me some days! The man I got children with and got married to doesn't exist anymore. 

I don't regret our life I just wish I had got a divorce sooner. 

If I regret him it's almost like saying I regret my children! And my children are my everything. My beloved, beautiful children.

I miss them every time they are away from me. But of course it's nice to have a few days of your own an charge the batteries again ;-)

To Edvin and Stina: I love you to the moon and back again!!